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♥ Friday, December 29, 2006
internet DOWN
internet connections are SLOW.
many people are badly affected huh?
i can see, as one day my counter says 39 and the next it says 8.
HAHA.
luckily, i have yet to hear from any of my friends in taiwan that they had been affected by the earthquake :DD
well that is already good enough.
still, though the connection is slow, i can still keep myself busy (:
(that's good.)
have been sleeping late and am trying to change back to original time
anyway, i havent seen xm online so yeah.
he must be busy since there's gonna be countdown parties and stuffs
moreover, she's having a concert in singapore at the end of january
he must really really busy ！
so let's see what i can do on new year's eve (x
things will always stay the same
loved; 1:28 AM
♥ Tuesday, December 26, 2006
it's still love
2006 December 26, 02:19AM
the official confession you made.
within 10 minutes, i turned you down.
not that i never liked you;
not that it's ever too late;
but we're just not meant for each other.
there's so many reasons which were there and yet we couldnt see them.
we both have a hidden side that neither of us would ever see.
you had a wonderful idea what it would be like if we're together
but im sorry, i ruined it.
you're just what i have expected as a dream guy
but dreams can never fit into reality.
people usually say love is the only thing that matters between the two.but i realise with only the existence of love is not enough to keep us going
i always know, long distance can never be in my world.
thanks for being part of my wonderful fantasy (:
also, i want you to know, I LOVE YOU, xm.
loved; 2:35 AM
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doubly HAPPY !
just reached home from all the fun at jolene's house (:
IM HAPPY !!
the only disappointment is xuli and jerrold didnt turn up.
reasons - not important.
(at least there's jolene, charmaine, guankai, shunli, nicholas and edmund)
it was crappy but that's what we are !
ate like nobody's business, watched rob-b-hood though some of us already did;
and played stupid games but who cares ?
as long we had one another which meant more fun and laughters :DD
thanks for the christmas gifts from guankai and nicholas
not forgetting charmaine and xuli though i havent get to see it (I FORGOT!)
i owe you guys big time (:
and, and I LOVE YOU !
we shall meet up soon AGAIN.
there's never enough of fun with you people [:
hope 2e2 bbq can still proceed as planned.
love exists everywhere !
loved; 12:47 AM
♥ Sunday, December 24, 2006
sha-lalala
today's my CHARGING day (:
i shall stay home to re-charge so that i have plenty of energy for tomorrow !
plus recharging the energy spent on last night's concert and supper :DD
reached home at about 1am yesterday =X
and stayed online until 230.
was talking to xm AGAIN (haha!)
poor him spending christmas in a foreign land
YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME, I KNOW ! :P
the rock part of the concert is okay.
but the female vocal and ballet part was like - huh ?
LOL.
maybe im asking too much (they aint professional anyway)
but the supper was SUPERB.
well not only because of the food
but THE PEOPLE !
crappaye us get together again (:
im happy happy HAPPY.
let's hope tomorrow's gonna be another wonderful day !
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL !
wishing in advance in case i dont get to blog tomorrow xP
i LURRRVE you all :D
loved; 4:24 PM
♥ Thursday, December 21, 2006
love doesnt mean everything;
just woke up at 11am;
slept at 3am (which i usually dont)
spent my time staying online talking to the great people (:
chatted with livia to 1am when she had to leave
then yes, something cropped up in my head
something not very nice
thanks rendall for talking to me although it didnt help much xD
then i decided to appear offline to talk to xm.
no idea how, we managed to chat until 3am;
and apparently he made me laugh though i was in one of my lousiest mood
thanks bro !
you and all your stupid ideas (:
sorry that i made you stay up though you have to wake up 7am today xP
let's see if i can make it up to you when you come!
and to THOSE people out there
i kept mum doesnt mean im a fool
figured it out that if i were to lose you people;
either way i still would, since we never had trust
im moving on with life, with or without you people (:
i will still love you all though i feel betrayed (that's life.)
a smile is all i have for you.
loved; 11:45 AM
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STILL the same.
im back to square;
hanging out almost everyday (:
went out with charmaine and xuli on tuesday (for the fun of it)
we're just as crappy as ever!
but i still miss having all five of us around =/
sigh.
this christmas shall be different, i suppose.
different people, different feelings and different meaning.
im happy for the events that took place this year, but also sad that they're gone
i'll miss everything...
if there's something you people wanna confess, be sure you do.
dont wait until you're being exposed.
and if you dont wish to tell, do ask yourself.
what are we?
answer : nothing at all.
after all we've been through, i thought it marked a change
but i realise it's all the same.
we can never cross the border, not like the others see us as;
(and this is not about boy girl relationship, my life is not only about that.)
still, i AM kept in the dark
loved; 1:15 AM
♥ Monday, December 18, 2006
driving myself crazy
stupid ulcers are not going away !
and my headaches are coming on and off =/
everything right now sucks big time.
i felt like i havent slept for days
had dreams everyday revealing my inner thoughts
things i wanted to happen and events i thought would take place;
they all came into reality in my dreams
therefore, it's like a feeling that im wide awake although i seemed to be sleeping
now you see why im so stuffed up.
i might just break down any moment, darn !
and sooner i'll get all confused between reality and dreams
im going MADDDDD (and sick).
all i need is some sleep......
loved; 2:37 PM
♥ Thursday, December 14, 2006
RANDOM-ness
home alone day again !
thanks to this major headache i have, darn =/
i changed my blog music from show's to wyclef jean's (:
THIS IS THE ORIGINAL VERSION OF THIS SONG !
yes, not the shakira one.
it's in the dirty dancing 2 - havana nights soundtrack and i LOVE it :D
i might just keep changing the music played every few days when i get sick of the old one.
sorry, i dont have time to fix any of my players so make do with this.
im also sorry to you
i said, i'll be there for you as a friend
the key word - friend (:
you're great, just not for me (it's my loss)
i'll always love you, as a wonderful friend of mine ! (okay?)
love love love
loved; 9:58 PM
♥ Tuesday, December 12, 2006
what a friend i am .......
just yesterday i got the news while reading xm's blog;
his mother committed suicide.......
i broke out in tears.
earlier on i was talking to him but i didnt realise anything
and it happened a couple of weeks ago.
boy, im sorry i wasnt there for you when you needed a friend
im sorry i wasnt of any help to you
and i can imagine how you felt at the point of time
but it's all too late for regrets
please brave, and i'll be standing beside you from now on (:
auntie, rest in peace.
your son loves you!
loved; 10:43 PM
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songs rippers are weepers (:
nothing much going on recently
it's all about relaxing at home (:
probably i might be going out almost every day during the last week of december
i would like to comment once again
stop asking me for songs, thank you
and this time i dont want to be pissed about it
you might be thinking that im selfish and whatever words you can find to describe me
but i dont care.
cos these people out there only come to me when they're in need of the songs
then disappear right away and that's it
if you're nice to me all along, probably i might do you a favour
but if you know yourself that you havent done anything worth my help, please do not disturb
i dont like to be nasty :D
you like the whole album, please buy it yourself
dont come asking me to send the songs one by one!
and if you only like a couple of songs in a album, download them from LEGAL websites
where you have to pay like 99cents per song or something
i dont want to get involved with anything illegal with you (:
(anyway, why should i, if i never really know you?)
you know what to do!
loved; 1:39 PM
♥ Sunday, December 10, 2006
happy trip (:
im back from my really really short malaysia trip (:
this time, i take it as a real holiday instead of being somewhat a malaysian
and there's so many photos i should upload;
but i might just randomly put some up :D
MAMA MIA
the good food i had in malaysia ^^
it's a pity sushi king had not much of a variety when i visited it
im happy about seafood cheese baked rice just near my hotel;
and also the wonderful chinese restaurant in sungei wang (:
YUCKY YUCK
recognise this signboard and never goes to them for meal!
the fish is taken after everyone's finished their food (and it's still in one piece)
this dishonest restaurant is located along the street near BB plaza, opposite wo lai ye ba gua
STARRY STARS
twice i visited sungei wang
and on thursday it's jolin meet the fans session
while on saturday it's she's!
good thing i left before they arrived (:
FUNNNNN
shopping at one utama :D
it's big and longggg
and im amazed with the security officers' hats that i HAVE TO take a photo (:
me LOVE shopping!
COLLECTIONS
some stuffs i bought (:
there's not much time for things i WANT;
but i sure did buy things i NEED
wonder why is the coca cola bottle there?
cos' i find it vintage and that singapore hardly sell drinks in that way already
it's all in cans or big plastic bottle :(
i didnt manage to go up petronas tower
because you need tickets to do so (they're free!)
the tickets are long gone even though i reached the place at 10 in the morning!
and next time i go back to kuala lumpur
im gonna go for horseback riding just next to my uncle's house xD
im a happy girl now ^^
loved; 4:56 PM
♥ Tuesday, December 05, 2006
the story continues...
finally, a day free (:
i had been going out in the morning and coming back only late at night
adding to this, i slept only like 2am in the morning (which i usually dont)
yet wake up really early the next day !
no one cried yesterday upon seeing livia leaving
but hsun hao was one sad soul and i could understand that totally (:
i looked through the videos i took in the airport last night
and yes, i actually felt like crying
im missing her big time =/
probably i was concentrating too much on video-ing that i havent thought much
still, im happy for her :D
the girls (including me) loved yesterday so so much !
it'll be one memorable day with everyone present after such a long time
it's even more amazing that we actually had quite good chemistry going on there (:
during livia's farewell dinner at marche, most of us turned up in brown or white
and at the airport, it's mostly black and white !
you might be thinking that's just a coincidence or those colours are common anyway;
but hey, neither me nor livia likes dark colours (we're the bright ones, haha)
we havent been talking much with guys recently
and suddenly the feeling is back (:
but probably this might have happen only on that specific day
and it might not be back for quite some time
(how sad !)
now that 2e2 bbq party is cancelled for the time being
it's even more unlikely for us to get together;
since no one here likes to take initiative
therefore, that day becomes even more important and well cherished by us (:
-i long for it to stay forever
loved; 1:38 PM
♥ Monday, December 04, 2006
mixed feelings......
i LOVE and HATE today very much !
finally, everyone can get together for the same thing;
but sadly, the THING is livia leaving singapore for good
(yes, she will still come and visit us sometimes :D)
im soooo happy that everyone makes it (:
it's been so long since our gang actually get together !
me love you guys (charmaine, xuli, jolene, guankai, jerrold, leonardi, nicholas and shunli) ("v")
took a lot of stupid photos and videos ^^
not gonna upload many since charmaine has uploaded some of those i sent her in her blog.
the roses we bought for livia to bid her farewell
aint it lovely ?
and we made jerrold represent us to hand the roses to livia !
i took it without him noticing (while waiting for the arrival of queen livia)
you can view another photo of him on char's blog xD
leo the photographer
taken after sending livia off and on the way back (:
the "siao bei" jerrold (his line of the day)
as we both aimed the camera at each other !
just how stewpid can he be =="
see some of the other photos on char's blog (:
im just too lazy to upload them, haha.
i finally got THE happy ending -
loved; 10:46 PM
♥ Sunday, December 03, 2006
say i do;
today was extremely wonderful !
everyone (except one) turned up to have a last dinner before livia leave singapore (:
they are the wonderful people namely :
livia, charmaine, jolene, xuli, leonardi, nicholas, guankai, shunli, edmund and me xD
had dinner at village then stroll down the whole of orchard
exchanged gifts and luckily livia liked the box we made all by ourselves
also, good thing charmaine loved the tees we had the cow ironed on (:
however, this is definitely NOT the last farewell !
couples to be or not, seriously is saddening =X
this aint the way i want it to turn out
please give me my happy ending :]
today, they asked about him.
the boy i never know what to say about
im sorry i still didnt manage to say it out
but please let me bury it as one of my deepest secrets ("\ /")
loved; 12:49 AM
